[two: i... this isn't the ending i imagined.] [one: 終わりなんか無いよ。。。始まりなんだよ、形が違うだけ。] (translation: there are no endings... only beginnings in disguise.) this is the last day of my life i could have sworn i wouldn't let it pass me by though i'm afraid 2 wait sometimes i hope the peace in which i rest will cross your mind i still hear you singing through the walls hold on2 me for when i fall so you can say i found a way 2 bring you down and you can smile away and leave this town cuz ooh, this is the last day of my life and oooh, don't be afraid to ps me by [two: i tried it all... i started feeling so cornered and helpless, as if i were showering with spiders... a lose-lose situation, i guess.] take it in, it's the only set of moments we were given close your eyes, count 2 ten, breathe it in and out again one last time and don't apologize when it's time 2 say goodbye now it's time 2 say goodbye cuz ooh, this is the last day of my life and oooh, don't be afraid to pass me by cuz ooh, this is the last day of my life and ooh, don't be afraid to pass me by cuz ooh (anything, anything) in the silence cuz ooh, you could be anything at all but take it slow, we fall so fast if you take my hand, don't look back this is all that we are you're all that i have if you take my hand [two: and all that drowns will one day be carried to the skies, brought back down in raindrops... we're only raindrops in the end.]

[one: それ以上に価値の存在があると思いたい。] (translation: i'd like 2 think we're more than that.) [two: (scoffs) you think?] [verse 1] said you were never leaving me so why you got your bags packed? cemetery for the memories and flashbacks chromatics split my soul in numbers secondary in the eyes of all my friends & lovers made it all wait on the fast track staying up late really fucking up my last track picking up a habit that i never meant to have calibration for the head how could i think you were ever better for me? sunset gleaming on a six speed fucking you up won’t fix me i’ve given it straight don’t risk me calling your bluff really pissing me off, it’s a, uh yeah, looking up in the mirror and i don’t recognize my face now AP in my veins disappear without a trace trespassing thoughts of summers gone 2 waste now i’ll let you know when i’ll be on my way home [hook] ooh, that's okay, that's okay don't you ask forgiveness from my grave, from my grave yeah, i'm good, yeah i'm great on another planet like it's 20, 20, 2028 that's okay, that's okay don't you ask forgiveness from my grave, from my grave yeah, i'm good, yeah i'm great on another planet like it's 20, 20, 20, 20 [verse 2 - WHYTRI] okay, okay, okay, baby please just cut the foreplay, huh hating on them old days my baby, you cut me open okay, had 2 switch my focus, my goal is 2 be the greatest highly hated, how you movin' bitch, you fucked up what you choosin' off the pills, boy i'm geekin' no-sleepin', i cannot manage jesus went, had 2 shake me 2 wake me i didn't make it, face it trippin through the planets in my gut i know, i hate it would've died for your love, now i've died over love, damn distance in the air while you smile at my soul boy, i hate what you have done and i hate what you behold these drugs gon' keep me safe cuz that love don't ever fade if i rise from the dead, i'm coming straight for your head i'm gone [hook 2] ooh, that's okay, that's okay don't you ask forgiveness from my grave, from my grave yeah, i'm good, yeah i'm great on another planet like it's 20, 20, 2028 fuck, that's okay, that's okay don't you ask forgiveness from my grave, from my grave yeah, i'm good, yeah i'm great on another planet like it's 20, 20, 20

(i’m sorry i ever loved you) i thought i heard you in my sleep and i could swear you said you were sorry from the corner of my dream and confrontation won’t assuage it i’m giving my all for your expectations and you know my heart’s still slowing and the hurt: i guess that’s growing going home but you’ve never felt more alone, right? [why?] don’t you know? you don’t have to take a shot in the dark so in love, i just hope you don’t cut me off seasons passing in exchange for the money and the fame you don’t have to play the game you can stop and contemplate: 21 and still the same, what a failure for your age hours in my cage hope they never go to waste much2high to concentrate treat my lungs with acetate now and i will always be there waiting if you need someone to care but you know, my heart’s still slowing and the hurt…  i guess- i took this selfie with my demons, should i post it? retrospective towards my future in the moment [two: how's it feel?] i'm just too scared to step away from the comfort of my own skin i'm not your golden martyr if i get out today on my wings or on a charter, i'll fly into the sun i won't be burning up if i fall back down again, i'll be falling to the end and i will always be there waiting if you need someone to care i’m just too fucked up to love you i’m just too fucked up to be (there)

but you won’t even love me when i’m gone you won’t even love me when i’d die for you yeah, AP got my fingers feeling numb i know you won’t remember what i tried for you yeah, you never understood a thing about love go dive in it anyway slow down, i’ve got time for you any day go dive in it anyway slow, slow down i'm a heavy weight go dive in it anyway old time’s gone by i feel many ways sold tears to the heavy-named cold beers, no peers for like twenty days alone going at it i’m being over-dramatic got no taste on my palate my world is monochromatic found the sun on my face, i let it kiss me to sleep got no phone in my waist i've probably missed a whole week and i’m not okay now in the past, could've fallen in love in days now, i don’t trust anybody or what they’re saying how could i try to believe in words like "always" when you won’t even love me when i’m gone? you won’t even love me while i’d die for you yeah, AP got my fingers feeling numb i know you won’t remember what i tried for you yeah, but you won’t even love me when i’m gone no, you won’t even love me when i’d die for you i’ve been saying since the day you led me on i hope you won’t remember what i looked like i hope you won’t remember when swayed together soft suede and leather holding through rain and weather no change, forever i wanna chase whatever in every sense of the word i hope you care for each other i hope your life is a blur i guess it don’t even matter what you can do to my heart i guess i’ll never be granted that wish i made to the stars this isn’t love, babe go dive in it anyway slow, slow down, i’m a heavy weight but you won’t even love me when i’m gone you won’t even love me when i’d die for you yeah, AP got my fingers feeling numb i know you won’t remember what i tried for you yeah, but you won’t even love me when i’m gone no, you won’t even love me when i’d die for you i’ve been saying since the day you led me on: you never understood a thing about love but go dive in it anyway

it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to wake up the nights blend to mornings still stuck on the stories we made up in the backseat of your car I counted all the shooting stars, and did you know what i got? did you find that something? cuz it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to see in your eyes you don’t like when i hold you you don’t want to move onward, you’re fleeing your time in a sky that’s yours to wander, do you stop to see the lights? you’re all divine oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life ooh oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life look at the, uh, look at the screen until you call me might as well be forever now, i’ve been phoning your number like all week are you still planning on getting lost? i’ve been on the road, probably where you want. maybe i wish i could see you again, maybe i could use some time with a frenemy i could watch cali bend round as i walk this a concaving old town in my head this a gold dream, let’s hide away theres paradise always a mile away but i’m gone, yeah i’ll get back tomorrow cuz it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to see in your eyes you don’t like when i hold you you don’t want to move onward, you’re fleeing your time in a sky that’s yours to wander, do you stop to see the lights? you’re all divine oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life bring you back to life, woah, ooh oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life

but you won’t even love me when i’m gone you won’t even love me when i’d die for you yeah, AP got my fingers feeling numb i know you won’t remember what i tried for you yeah, you never understood a thing about love go dive in it anyway slow down, i’ve got time for you any day go dive in it anyway slow, slow down i'm a heavy weight go dive in it anyway old time’s gone by i feel many ways sold tears to the heavy-named cold beers, no peers for like twenty days alone going at it i’m being over-dramatic got no taste on my palate my world is monochromatic found the sun on my face, i let it kiss me to sleep got no phone in my waist i've probably missed a whole week and i’m not okay now in the past, could've fallen in love in days now, i don’t trust anybody or what they’re saying how could i try to believe in words like "always" when you won’t even love me when i’m gone? 2, yeah people hold me back, people let me bleed getting back on track never easy at it seems i didn’t wanna fight, you didn’t wanna leave there’s nothing you could do to show me any empathy yeah, but go dive it anyway stuck inside a game who’s to blame? can you set it straight? it’s like every time i fall people celebrate blowing up my heart and it’s your fault, you let it detonate can’t hold you down if you played me don’t make a sound if you faking i’ll be in town for the day, i don’t wanna see you i hate that you popping out to my parties and try to see me regardless of all the shit that you started and never finished but part of me wants to see you be honest if this is real if it’s not, i don’t wanna hear no more talking when you get drunk and say nonsense, you do too much and it’s obvious press your luck and get lost in it live for lust and intoxicants knew this love would be toxic as shit (go dive in it anyway) but you won't even love me when i'm gone you won’t even love me when i’d die for you no, no but you won’t even love me when i’m gone you won’t even love me when i’d die for you yeah, AP got my fingers feeling numb i know you won’t remember what i tried for you yeah, but you won’t even love me when i’m gone no, you won’t even love me when i’d die for you i’ve been saying since the day you led me on: you never understood a thing about love but go dive in it anyway

it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to wake up the nights blend to mornings still stuck on the stories we made up in the backseat of your car I counted all the shooting stars, and did you know what i got? did you find that something? cuz it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to see in your eyes you don’t like when i hold you you don’t want to move onward, you’re fleeing your time in a sky that’s yours to wander, do you stop to see the lights? you’re all divine oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life look at the, uh, look at the screen until you call me might as well be forever now, i’ve been phoning your number like all week are you still planning on getting lost? i’ve been on the road, probably where you want. maybe i wish i could see you again, maybe i could use some time with a frenemy i could watch cali bend round as i walk this a concaving old town in my head this a gold dream, let’s hide away theres paradise always a mile away but i’m gone, yeah i’ll get back tomorrow cuz it’s like i don’t know you it’s like i don’t know how to see in your eyes you don’t like when i hold you you don’t want to move onward, you’re fleeing your time in a sky that’s yours to wander, do you stop to see the lights? you’re all divine oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life bring you back to life, woah, ooh oh, all the world i’d give to bring you back to life bring you back to life

[soyybean] i told her roll the windows down i’m waking now cool enough 2 shake it off, i’m racing down chandeliers on fire when i take my shot floor it to the ceiling when i pray 2 god every light i see always the same this corridor that never fades away narrows down on me i’m not the same as i was when the sun is bloody red silhouetting what’s ahead [KAI] big bad boys like we’re samurai tiki taka with the flow, i’m fuckin uruguay cash in the market, let it multiply flip a bird and let it mock you, that’s a lullaby pray 2 god i don’t get crossed, don’t get me crucified miss the mark & miss the game, get disqualified had a date with dear death, now i don’t wanna die tsa like double check, but i’m not verified look at the green, look at the screen, look at the chop, let it sing that’s a scene, people fleeing, look at the dream, let it wean fuck it up, fuck it up, contravene fuck it up, fuck it up, contravene fuck it up, fuck it up, contravene fuck it up, fuck it up, contravene [lazy fox] uh, once i get out my little spot there might be a fuck 2 give let the road take me out commission where my function went i had 2 throw it down for the homies on the other side capture pleasure, saw the prism lift caught the shutterfly do you feel the bliss? do you sink or swim? a butterfly, i hear it beat the wind break the glass, let it pierce the skin connoisseur how i camouflage when i comatose i don't wanna hear it totoro, i'm a forest spirit coastline when i'm walking on blessings most high, i been choppin with legends, oh [soyybean] i told her roll the windows down i’m waking now cool enough 2 shake it off, i’m racing down chandeliers on fire when i take my shot floor it to the ceiling when i pray 2 god every light i see always the same this corridor that never fades away narrows down on me i’m not the same as i was when the sun is bloody red silhouetting what’s ahead [orangeben] it’s over now, should've known how it goes: overflow and end up on the concrete i’m sober how can i start with the part in the dark? all alone in the backseat spilling rose close the door wait, say what you wanted 2 tell me i’m lookin both ways ask your questions, i’m your answer thinking i’m going a hundred the back of the whip i said, go faster [27snails] moscow cooling in the winter and i'm boolin drinking voss now water with my dinner plus i'm pouring on the sauce now kick it like i'm splinter bitch, i kick it like i'm what? bitch, i kick 'em in the liver bitch, i kick 'em in the liver, liver, liver you know i know i deliver i got my UPS and i'm moving like sprinters imma wake up & get moving go getter, only get better haven't gone back since last winter been in the game, no beginner there is no name on this letter wait, shit, what? no name on this letter [soyybean] i told her roll the windows down i’m waking now cool enough 2 shake it off, i’m racing down chandeliers on fire when i take my shot floor it to the ceiling when i pray 2 god every light i see always the same this corridor that never fades away narrows down on me i’m not the same as i was when the sun is bloody red silhouetting what’s ahead told her roll the windows down i’m waking now chandeliers on fire when i take my shot every light i see always the same floor it to the ceiling when i pray 2 god

slow down, rewind cold weather & droplets please hold out slow down, rewind don’t don’t let me down float down with the sunrise better not go gentle in the good night swim, drown by the creek side choked out by your ex & it feels nice put me down, but not often true love never bloomed in the garden pure ecstasy you tried to test the seas we thought the rest was easy but i fell down when i tried to climb the mountain set fire to the dream that i doubted go dive in the fountain, fuck it i was only 18 when i found it uh, count hundreds by the thousands hard2breathe in a sea of accountants tried to peer into the water but it’s clouded (breathe) and it all looks the same grey wait, i’m not done yet don't pretend u never see me out in public talk about me when u wanna change the subject half a dozen watch it turn into a mosh pit said with soft lips i could only cross wrists now progress never thought it’d cost this and i mean it, i'm sorry and i hope you find your way back to the ground fell down when i tried to climb the evergreen set fire to the dream now it’s dead 2 me go dive into anything fuck it i was only 18 bitch, you made it hard to, uh irregardless of the end scene, don’t you know that i will always be there waiting? [two: i'm just scared] if you need, if you need someone to care (breathe) swim, drown in the AP before i break the surface, i need to let you go drifting through the darkness too scared to let you know another night i'm restless trying not to let it show you always left me breathless in silence all alone

the rain on my window still grey in the head felt the breeze on my temples watch the haze from my breath in your eyes, stars swim in nectar fill my cold lungs with your breath in my arms, nothing is better braid your hair right on my chest till next year, i'll be here [two: as if it were a dream, i awake and forget.] [one: お帰り。探していたのはこれ？ - welcome home. is this everything you were looking for?] [two: perhaps... i'll figure it out.] your head on my shoulder i'm watching you dance patience as thin as my sweater against the winter, i don't stand a chance but it's all around you and it's perfect in my head if i ever found you, is it over when it ends? in your eyes, stars swim in nectar fill my cold lungs with your breath in my arms, you're light as a feather braid your hair right on my chest till next year, i'll be here all these songs, right when i met you, filled my lungs with their breath been so long, hope you've been better place my hands on my ch- well, i'm scared that you'll miss me somewhere, i'll be waiting but it's only for the best that i save my breath for my run [two: there's paradise always a mile away... if you need someone to care.]